I cried and laughed with myself. I was gentle and kind with myself. I let myself do whatever I felt like. I meditated every morning and wrote in my journal all throughout the day - I had almost filled up an entire spiral notebook by the time I flew home. So many epiphanies came to me. Big ones. Ones, that feel so special and enormous that I wrote them down more than once, so big that I am not quite ready to share them with you yet. They are still bubbling around in my system, reorganizing my cells.